hi Ramaak, I'm sorry about your situation but your question about the future is too generic.
Please read first my article
"What to expect from an astrological reading" at
https://12andus.com/blog/view/21364/what-to-expect-from-an-astrological-reading

then rephrase your question in a different way, and ask my friendship so that your own birth data will be available in my birth data list. Click on "Befriend" at https://12andus.com/profile/ivot